terdengar….

aku terdgr tangisan seseorg,

aku lihat luahan die,

aku mahu berkata2 kepada nye,

aku mahu tenang kan die,

tp,

aku tak tahu,

mgkin jln aku lebih mudah dari die,

tp aku berharap,

die tabah melalui jalan nye,

aku tahu hidup mmg tak mudah,

apatah lagi cinta itu.

kamu, aku harap kamu tabah,

aku syg kamu tahu?

nt, mgkin, aku akan pergi dekat dgn kamu, dan membisik kan kata2 yang maseh tggl dlm diri aku..

sabar yea, kamu?

aku bola

bola kan bulat..

senang golek2..senang lambung2, seronok dibaling2..

kan kan kan?

*byg kan men bola mase tgh mandi pntai*

haa..

mentang2 senang nk golek2, lambung2,

aku rase asek dicampak kesana ke mari akhir2 ini.

aduhai msu =.=’!

balut buku macam tegang kan katil kat asrama, cuma tak pki gunting dan selotape =.=’!

susah tow x nk balut buku!

hu ha hu ha..

lagi2 bile da salah potong, pastu nt tak cukup pnjg…:(

tidak kah membazir? uhuhuuu :’(

sob sob..

kenape tak de kedai untuk balutkan buku eh..

tidakkah begitu menjimatkan masa walau membazir sedikit wang?

 

adoihh..

*pukul diri sendri dgn frying pan!*

could it be magic?

tibe tibe india ade macam2..

paintball, go kart??

nakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk maennn!!!!!!!!

postings :)

tadi, my 1st day of real clinical posting..

so, we had to do history taking..

im the only girl in my group, so macam jadi plg best la untuk dibuli =.=’!

adeyh..hehe..

but tadi..eventho cam penat..but it was really exciting..

the patient, 80 years old man, die sgt la baek..

saket, tp he kept smiling..

he was excited t00, i thnk..hehe

and we had this nurse to translate evrythg for us..

die pown mcm gelak2 kan ktrg after we finish with the history taking..

hehe

yea la..ktrg tanye berterabur..

sorg tanye nie, another one tanye nie..

ohoo..

tak reti lagi kan..

but bile the doctor aka lecturer dtg..n discuss with us..

de suruh ktrg present..

huhu..

menggeletar jgk at 1st..but then da selesa..die pown muslim

and then de ajar ktrg byk bende..

the thgs that we shld have ask..mcm ade gile pnjg the list of questions..

and history taking punye soklan pown mcm one Q leads to another..

all in all…im fairly excited in becoming a doctor..

i cant wait for my next clinical posting!

maybe..

i think i wanna write a book,

what do u think?

i noe how my mind works can be weird sometimes

i was at home, for a month.

and that last sunday, when i walked out from home,

i was a different person when i 1st stepped in.

i noe i am stubborn, but i learn, in my own way.

i matured more in that one month, than i did the whole year i was in india.

probably because, here in india, my community is limited.

at home, well, it just got bigger.

i reconnected with frends from my hometown,

they came for raye at my home,

we talked, and i learn a lot that one nyte.

…

i reconnected with my auntys.

i reconnected with my uncles.

i reconnected with my family.

and best of all,

i reconnected with me, with the girl that i used to be, once.

…

i saw life, looking at it as if im standing from another dimension.

i see it, as if i wasn’t part of it.

i reevaluate all my doings in life, and its consequences.

i know, my mind can be weird,

but this weirdness that taught me a lot in that one month.

and that was why,

when i walked out that door,

i knew i was me, different, just because i grew up.

just, a little bit, and i still got a long way to go,

if He permits.

perempuan

once u hurt a girl,

congrats urself, bcoz she’ll be hurt forever.

she may say that she’s forgive and forget.

she lied.

every once in a while, when she’s alone somewhere,

all her hurts, they come back.

and she’s hurt again, and she’ll be wondering why she keep up to all those hurtful thgs.

i noe, bcoz i WAS her.

and i noe, i saved myself just in tyme,

yes, just in time..

salam

huhu..

lom puas lagi ramadhan..:(

tapi ia tetap berlalu..huhu..

dtg pula syawal

..

di sini,

dila nak ucap kan slmt berhari raye,

dan dila nk minta maaf pada semua kawan, teman, kenalan..

smoga ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu erti bagi kite,

dan smoga syawal kali ini merapatkan ukhwah antara kite..

wslm~

alhamdulillah :)

sye bersyukur,

tahun pertama medic hampir selesai

dah nak blk msia pown..

final exam dah tamat,

result alhamdulillah..

dan sye boleh balik dgn bahagia, i missss msiaaaa so much!

ya Allah, aku bersyukur..

smoga thn pertama menjadi pengajaran besar buat diri sye..