when i was little. *tearing*

memory of my childhood..

maybe i’m just that much forgetful,

but everything seems a blur..

~

still, i have some strong memories..

some made me smile,

some made me cry,

and some, well, leaves me numb.

~

i still remember,

the day we always always always have karaoke,

by we, i mean my family and I..

my baby brother wasn’t born yet that time..

we have all this very big large round DVD’s (okey, i dont remember what they used to call it those days, see, i’m that forgetful=.=’), u know, its the black ‘piring’ thingy..i think so @.@??

well, we have these great-voices-lovely-singer-talented-genes running in the family,

which, they sort of slide-off me when i was still in my mama’s womb >.<

okey, among our favourite songssss was!!

OMG i miss my family so much……………………sob sob

okey, enuf for now, i’veto go stud now..sobs sobs

adaptasi

bile sudah selalu bergelap,

cahaya menjadi terlalu menyilau..

dan bile selalu berterang,

gelap itu tidak lagi legam..

oh,

pupilary light reflex!

jangan..

apa yang terjadi, biar terjadi..

jangan ditahan, jangan ditanya..

jangan..

lebih baik begini..

jangan ditahan, kerana aku tahu kamu baik saja tanpa aku..

jangan ditanya, kerana aku tak mampu beri jawapan..

hanya senyuman,

ya, biar aku balas semua dengan senyuman..

🙂

hidup di perantauan..

lebih tepat, hidup di India..huhuhu

lebih tepat lagi..

berpuasa dan bakal beraya di india…

mari menangis bersama2 T.T

……………

haha tak de la..

haih…rindu masakan mama..

rindu jln2 kat bazar ramadhan..

rindu buka puasa dgn family..

rindu pergi terawih dkt masjid besar tue..

rindu moreh same2..

rindu bersahur dgn mata tutup..sb mama ada, nt mama suapkan..*eh nie mase kck2 dlu je 😛

rindu same2 minum susu besama mama..*bgs kenyang spnjg hari hehe

rinduu nye la puasa kat rumahh..

pastu..

bile nak raye..

rindu btol nk anyam ketupat, lumba dgn ayah..

rindu tgk adek2 bakar lemang, sape soh jadi laki2 😛 akak xyah berpanas2 pon 😛

rindu ramai2 berkumpul, masak2, borak2, gosip2, sakat menyakat..

pagi rayee..

rindu bgn pg sibuk berebut iron nak gosok bj raye..

rindu pg smyg raye same2 *lepas tue bju da gosok tadi same je konyok 😛

rindu bersalaman2 mohon maaf pinta restu, esp dgn mama ayah 😥 sobss

rindu makan2 di pagi raye..macam2 ada..

rindu pg kubur, lawat arwah tok nenek moyang..

rindu konvoi ramai2, ziarah sanak saudara, smbil dpt duet raye 😀

rindu nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I dream too much..

Maybe it was my fault,

I slept after Subuh..

but it was a scary dream tho..

especially now its Ramadhan..

i dreamt that little cute kitten was actually ‘Satan’..

and i even recited ‘Al-Fatihah’ fully,

in that dream..

And that kitten almost died because of that..

Well, they say dreams are just ‘mainan tidur’..

Or maybe i just think too much..